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Big League Dreams

by Desk Jockeys

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1.
I saw you, pacing around the living room With your wild hair, mirrored glass, and broken stare Oh our crew, we could waste an afternoon By night I knew, but didn't know what to do Send up a signal, give me a sign Let me know, when you think you might arrive Cause I'll be washing windows, putting on that shine And I hope, you're right on time Another night out, among the wolves and summer crowds In your long dress, taking names and making bets Another streetlight, another chance to get it right A long car ride that smells like sweat and French fries Send up a signal, give me a sign Let me know, when you think you might arrive Cause I'll be washing windows, putting on that shine And I hope, you're right on time Send up a signal, give me a sign Let me know, when you think you might arrive Cause I'll be washing windows, putting on that shine And I hope, you're right on time
2.
open my eyes 02:25
Oh how you know when the winter hits your bones Here in our forgotten land of ice and snow You stood on your own, a shiver in a winter coat Wishing anyone would come and take you home I don't know I don't know, but I've been told I should open my eyes I should open my eyes I'd make all the right turns, and catch all of the lights If I opened my eyes You took kerosene to the Expedition limousine Last night, around midnight, in my dreams I stood for a while, my lips curled into a smile As you and the flames turned the parking lot wild I don't know I don't know, but I've been told I should open my eyes I should open my eyes I'd make all the right turns, and catch all of the lights If I opened my eyes
3.
Saw the ends off, stack the logs Lost last calls, pour a little salt Break our necks, trying to see what's next Act like we don't care, anymore, but you do Now we're howling at the moon Bursting at the seams Filling up our coffees with tired eyes And all these big league dreams Change your shape, leave the waste Put on your bravest face Make your mark, find where you parked Act like you don't care, anymore, but you do Now we're howling at the moon Bursting at the seams Filling up our coffees with tired eyes And all these big league dreams Now we're howling at the moon Bursting at the seams Filling up our coffees with tired eyes And all these big league dreams And all these big league dreams
4.
Search my mind for another talking point Like "hey that summer breeze feels so nice" Here in our little town by the sea We had this kinda night once or twice But sometimes i miss the part Where I start, coming apart For the rush of the touch of your hand in a parking garage Then I went at large, lost my credit card Stumbled on home in the dark That night for the touch of your hand in a parking garage Another wall-to-wall Saturday Maybe share a drink when baths are done Laugh to an old show wrapped in a throw Drift on the couch, the battle won But sometimes i miss the part Where I start, coming apart For the rush of the touch of your hand in a parking garage Then I went at large, lost my credit card Stumbled on home in the dark That night for the touch of your hand in a parking garage Oh, that night for the touch of your hand in a parking garage
5.
dry me out 04:16
It's an hour's drive from you to me And laying on your porch, near Ossipee Reading throwaways with G&Ts As your one-piece swimmer dries beneath From the balconies I learned to speak And in the basements we tried alchemy We were never ones for pageantry But tonight beauty queen, show off for me I can see you now In the last light of some nowhere town And I just need you now To hang me up, and dry me out Hang me up, and dry me out I used to be a good old time Now there's all these ladders here to climb And a thousand ways to waste my time And the weight on weekends multiplying So if one day this shine does rust We can leave this place in a cloud of dust But we got 40 left kid, buckle up Because until then it's boom or bust I can see you now In the last light of some nowhere town And I just need you now To hang me up, and dry me out Hang me up, and dry me out I can see you now In the last light of some nowhere town And I just need you now To hang me up, and dry me out Hang me up, and dry me out
6.
Your sister's blue-eyed malaise, comes in drips and in waves While your fast asleep, stretched out on the chaise Thinking of younger days, summers spent in a haze No thesis to be written, or arguments made So get up, and stand tall, like you did back in Williamson Hall When it was all that mattered and all that there was to do Hold the hill, take your stands, don't get fooled by some kid's outstretched hand Because honey I'll be home, making plans, that involve you It comes and it goes, that old feeling you know When you put on For Emma and walk home alone There were reasons untold, formal clothes bought and sold An exchanging of ledgers, and returning of stones So get up, and stand tall, like you did back in Williamson Hall When it was all that mattered and all that there was to do Hold the hill, take your stands, don't get fooled by some kid's outstretched hand Because honey I'll be home, making plans, that involve you Now Jack is so tall, and Ellie still calls But it's like Durham's Europe by the start of the fall There's weekend football and trips to the mall But sometimes there's this pull, an old feeling recalled So get up, and stand tall, like you did back in Williamson Hall When it was all that mattered and all that there was to do Hold the hill, take your stands, don't get fooled by some kid's outstretched hand Because honey I'll be home, making plans, that involve you
7.
I'd give it all to you, my love My gift-wrapped, sunsplashed heart attack I'd chase you through a midnight flood of classmates' kids smiling back You said "I think we might've lost our step" But I'm not giving up just yet So baby don't you cry Come on close your eyes Let this car rip this town in two You'll be hypnotized, by the Romans and their nights And we'll be back this way real soon If we end up in Paris, or at our parents' high school dance I'll be the one smiling and waving my hand You're the queen, in the backseat Of some new friend's old sedan Racing down these country roads And changing all our plans You said "I think we might've lost our step" But I'm not giving up just yet So baby don't you cry Come on close your eyes Let this car rip this town in two You'll be hypnotized, by the Romans and their nights And we'll be back this way real soon If we end up in Paris, or at our parents' high school dance I'll be the one smiling and waving my hand My hips creak, and your memory's weak But my jokes still make you smile It's half off at our favorite place We could go there, for a while You said "I think we might've lost our step" But I'm not giving up just yet So baby don't you cry Come on close your eyes Let this car rip this town in two You'll be hypnotized, by the Romans and their nights And we'll be back this way real soon If we end up in Paris, or at our parents' high school dance I'll be the one smiling and waving my hand
8.
Hey little thing, it's time that we break the huddle They say your like me, but your eyes have her coal fire Hey mystery, I'll sing you to sleep in the moonlight And drive you around with mom pulling out her hair It's true that time is a thief But now there's this to believe When I'm working or raking leaves I'm watching you from the passenger seat Now there's a ring, burning a hole in your pocket And a pretty young kid, her eyes welling up with tears Now there's a thing, and your leading your mom on the dance floor And we're packing your car for your big move out to the coast It's true that time is a thief But now there's this to believe When I'm working or raking leaves I'm watching you from the passenger seat That other guy seems old to me Those Friday nights can make you mean The video games and movie screams, oh my It's true that time is a thief But now there's this to believe When I'm working or raking leaves I'm watching you from the passenger seat

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Big League Dreams is a collection of demos, written and recorded in the basement, on a laptop. The songs came to life in the little moments between caring for a newborn, working from home, picking up copious amounts of takeout food, and conference calling family and friends.

There are folk songs and rock songs that should and will one day be played loud, by a full band, together in a room.

The album is about figuring out how to be a not-so-young, not-so-old person. I hope you enjoy it.

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released March 27, 2021

Desk Jockeys is the recording project of New Hampshire-based musician Bryan Belanger.

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